I ain't sure :-?

I'm not really sure if i'm an artist or not. I'm not really sure if i'm a techie person. I'm not sure if i'm smart or dumb. Man, these random thoughts keeps on popping inside my head (because i'm quiet right now, so, everything is really random:D) First, the artist B-). I can draw, paint, sketch, color or whatever, and keep my imagination going. But there's always this limit like... i'm not that fast in it, i'm not that good at it, well maybe because i just have my own style or whatever you call it. I just have this wild imagination inside my head, it's too hard to explain, too good to be true, but, I know i can do it, but there's always a limit or something. I just can't show it off or whatever. Next, is the techie person thingy, yea i'm good with computers, i have good knowledge about it...but i feel like i know everything, but suddenly i don't!? yeah, weeiirdd. Oh well...atleast i know some stuff :)) then next, being smart and sometimes stupid :)) I have this weeks or days that everything goes wrong. Just like last week, everything was like BOOM! gone mad. I fail my quizzes (some:P) I left school stuff at home then i'm just procrastinating! It's like i'm not myself last week, my mind is nowhere lol. Then when i'm being this nerd sometimes, or shall I say, studying too much (well yea, i do that SOMMETTIMESS HAHA) i'm turning to something i'm not. My attitude is like hell, it'll make you say "WTF is wrong with you", then sometimes I'm just too silent and quiet and everything. HAHA What the hell is effin wrong with me?! =))))) I just can't explain these things, well it's not that freakin easy dudes. LOL. Well now you know what's inside my head these days...cause I ain't sure of what these ideas and thoughts all about. Yeaaahh.. kinda weird though. :-?